Against The Fire

she is so deserting and i am so deserving of these lies
i have held these lies for too long now
and when it comes to perfection
she holds no discretion where i stand
i've been standing here for too long now
helpless i am standing by
youre so forgiving, oh im kidding
hold these weights over my eyes
i swear Im just an infection
spread to every section of your brain
ripping at your thoughts for too long now
i am falling
like red leaves in autumn
my shades are defining
the true scene of dying
if i could just whisper
to her how i miss you
Im still here denying
that we are divided again
don't believe me
when i say i see a face in the sky
the face of the one that i still love
so intruding
like a note thats straight from the heart
though i'm not sure what that would feel like
helpless i am standing by
she's so forgiving, no im kidding
pull these weights over my eyes
i swear im just an infection
spread to every section of your brain
ripping...

girl, you just took your last breath
of all that we had left
and I'm so glad you did
but now
girl you just took your last breath
of all that we had left
and im so glad that you did
but now...