Becoming Me

I have a problem.
I am selfish, greedy, stubborn, reckless, cruel, ignorant, the epitome of a bestial.

I have a problem.
I am selfless, generous, cooperative, conscientious, benevolent, all-knowing, the ideal being.

I have a problem.
I am fallible and wandering.
I am self-righteous and ashamed.
I am a disease to my host, the mother.
And there is no cure in sight.
Search for it and eventually it will show itself.