What can I do to stop me?
Maybe you can make me whole
And fix the error in my brain
Connect the wires, make me sane
This newfound power I have come to
Doesn't suit me at all
And when I lose my mind
Oh the horrors that I find
I feel like a mistake who's wanting only to go back again
To before I knew anything
To before I was created
I want the darkness back
With your heart in my hands, I fall asleep
I'm a monster with an uncanny thirst
When I wake up, I find myself covered in blood
What kind of life is this that I am forced to live?
I never asked for any of this
I never asked for any of this
Oh god I'm alive and to what purpose?
All I ever did before
Was pre-determined and now I'm forced
To make my own decisions
My mind is like a child's, discovering the world
For the first time
But I want it to be the last time
Why was I created for this?
Oh God, I'm so sick of killing
I guess I'll take my own life
I guess I'll take my own life?
What am I taking? What kind of life is this?
I'm going to kill you
Maybe you can make me whole
And fix the error in my brain
Connect the wires, make me sane
This newfound power I have come to
Doesn't suit me at all
And when I lose my mind
Oh the horrors that I find
I feel like a mistake who's wanting only to go back again
To before I knew anything
To before I was created
I want the darkness back
With your heart in my hands, I fall asleep
I'm a monster with an uncanny thirst
When I wake up, I find myself covered in blood
What kind of life is this that I am forced to live?
I never asked for any of this
I never asked for any of this
Oh god I'm alive and to what purpose?
All I ever did before
Was pre-determined and now I'm forced
To make my own decisions
My mind is like a child's, discovering the world
For the first time
But I want it to be the last time
Why was I created for this?
Oh God, I'm so sick of killing
I guess I'll take my own life
I guess I'll take my own life?
What am I taking? What kind of life is this?
I'm going to kill you