All Things Bright And Beautiful

There is within me a life of pornography
Though you'll never see the thoughts that destroy me
How can this be?
Are there two sides to everything?
How can this be?
Is no one really what they seem?

I saw her walking by
In her face, I saw the light
Then I raped her with my mind
And went home to my loving wife

How can this be?
What would she think
If she could only see
The darkness I bring with me?