Bea

She ties beads around her wrist because
She thinks that it will save me
She cries because she's hurt
That I don't do what she gave me
My father says
He swears he understands

I'm wasting me from lying
To the heroes in my life
It's been years that I've been trying
Trying to get it right

Sometimes, you're walking against the wind
And you're crying 'cause the only thing you know
It's 1,500 miles away
Sometimes, you feel you shouldn't stay
It's when you realize the reason why you left
Is so it wouldn't be the same
It just wouldn't be the same

It's getting harder now to stand
A little easier to feel
A little easier to make believe
It never mattered anyway
But everything worth anything
Is worth the hurt and all the pain it brings
Everything

He tells me that he misses me
While I am in his bed
My faith and legs around him
Believing everything he says

Sometimes, you're walking against the wind
And you're crying 'cause the only thing you know
Is 1,500 miles away
Sometimes, you feel you shouldn't stay
It's when you realize the reason why you left
Is so it wouldn't be the same
It just wouldn't be the same

Know that I'll be OK with you
I feel safe with you, you should know
Now that I've made my space with you
Found my place with you
I'll let go

Sometimes, you're walking against the wind
You are crying 'cause the only thing you know
Is 1,500 miles away
Sometimes, you feel you shouldn't stay
That's when you realize the reason why you left
Is so it wouldn't be the same

Sometimes, you're walking against the wind
And you're crying 'cause the only thing you know
Is 1,500 miles away
Sometimes, you feel you shouldn't stay
That's when you realize the reason why you left
Is so it wouldn't be the same
It just wouldn't be the same.