Broken Toy Airplanes

I hate the sound of silence
I hate the fact that im convinced
I dont believe in your heart
When you left i fell apart

And i left the door open
So if you want you can come in
And i wont be here much longer
'cause i cant fight off my monsters

I hope when you hear this you decide
That i am always on your mind
You make mistakes but they heal in time
The scab flakes and skin cells intertwine

Dont treat me like a kid
I know exactly what i did
Oh i regret it
And i admit it
But you still wont show me any love.

Eyes follow me out the door
And somethings i just cant ignore
I dont believe in your lies
When we left i saw them cry

I need to slow and catch my breath
With lonely nights i get no rest
The pills are supposed to make me feel
Like i am human, like i am real