Susanna Fields

I’m so afraid
and I don’t know what to say
every time I tried to explain
what lives inside of me
words get in the way

what if I would let you see
the deepest part of me
what would you do or say
if you look into my heart
and embrace the missing part
would I walk away
or would I stay

I want to stay with you
and be all you ever dreamed of
that’s why I wish you could see
not what I am now
but what I could be