ガゼット (The Gazette)

Why can't I sleep? I've become poisoned with the stillness
Still alone in the wet room, my mouth moving in vain
Why can't I sleep? because I saw you
I can only see the wet floor so I turn my head to be able to sleep

I don't want to understand the reality of having no emotions
stunned by you, I forgot to blink, my voice kept coming out

I would like to sleep, I'm just scared when I'm awake
I want to forget everything. It's just selfish nonsense right?
I call out your name, in silence, my spirit is touched
Crying out when I grip your shoulder that became thin in warmth

There's no need to understand the reality that my heart is drowning in deeply
I bite my lips together to resist the tears. There is no meaning to understand

The back of my voice has run out
The reason to vomit didn't matter
Only your lonely face before my eyes
There wasn't one thing I was able to do, I hated myself to death

It was only you who gave me a name, as it is, shouldn't I be beside you?
With me, you were tender from beginning to end “mother”

You added a border of deep red to the white walls
I move closer to your warm cheek. Showing a smile
Large drops of tears have piled up. My spirit was familiar to one
Your eyelids closed, your warmth vanished. I'm at your side