C how bout getting off these anti G biotics F
how bout stopping eating when I'm full up
how bout them transparent dangling carrots
how bout that ever elusive kudo
thank you C india thank you terror
thank you G disillu F sionment
thank you C frailty thank you consequence
thank G you thank you F silence
how bout me not blaming you for everything
how bout me enjoying the moment for once
how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
how bout grieving it all one at a time
thank you india thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence
C the moment I let go of it was the G moment
I got more F than I could handle
the C moment I jumped off of it
was the G moment I touched F down
how bout no longer being masochistic
how bout remembering your divinity
how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
how bout not equating death with stopping