Let a little out but not enough to make a mess bleed to breathe bleed to be gashes and scratches and burns bring endorphines to substitute the absent self. absolution. relief. sweet desperate release. but i know, this must cease. fuck. this isn't a solution. fuck. this isn't a solution. fuck. and with every cut, the tension eases but with every cut, the disease increases and with every cut, the tension eases but with every cut, the disease increases help me, i need to stop