Amphoteric

Father forgive me, I never was a good son
Your daughter deceived me, now I find comfort in this gun
I wrote out this letter so they would not haul you away
I've always loved you and I'm sorry it ended this way

Far away from all of the hate
I was a good boy, although I made some mistakes

Here's the trigger now should I pull it
here's my dinner served on a bullet
Why did she tell me that things were different
it's all the same fucking bullshit

Mother where are you and where was your love for me
If I bleed on the carpet, then will you see me
I'm crying inside now, longing for freedom from all of this
I'm locked in my room now, waiting for death's sweet kiss

I see bright stars overhead