Anamnasia

What is going on with my mind
Is this some kind of trick
Or I just yearn to be alone
To find the privacy
I've been desiring for a long time
Do I want to live
Or I just need to sleep forever
Is there a friend that I need
And shall I find him there
I can find a better place there
Where soul is free to fly
I can see myself there
And I'll never die
But is there someone
Who I can call just a friend of mine?
Why are we living
When death has been desiring for a long time
Do I want to live
Or I just need to sleep forever
Is there a friend that I need
And shall I find him there
I can find a better place there
Where soul is free to fly
I can see myself there
And I'll never die
I see my better place
Where I shall live alone
But my own room is empty
Where are you all