Astrid Van Der Veen

considering another stain
doubting your blind devotion
you want to make light of heavy pain
and sail this polluted ocean

what do you want?

you even approve the sense of guilt
each day you feed the shame
this way you'll have your lover killed
and hate will wear your name

what do you want?
what do you want?

if it's not enough then have nothing at all
and if it's all too much let everything fall
I am more mine than I'll ever be yours
so stand in line or I'll stop being yours

so fuck you and your blind devotion
I hope you'll drown in someone else's ocean
start disapproving guilt and shame
or things will never be the same

what do you want?
oh what do you want?

if it's not enough then have nothing at all
if it's all too much let everything fall
I am more mine than I'll ever be yours
so stand in line or I'll stop being yours