Carnival Of Bullets

the sky looks pale at 5 AM
it's cold and I tremble
in this room
there's not much light
there's not much hope
for all I've done
and all the things
come back to me

all the cars
all the trains
making noise in my head
making noise in the room
waking up all my thoughts
there's a fog
covering all the things that I've seen
all the buildings
all the pavements

empty streets
no one cares
I am here with my thoughts
looking out through the window
I can see blurred skyline
all the birds
fly away, fade away
to the light
fade away


I know that you're here
I know that you're dreaming of me
waiting for the day to come
I feel what you feel
I know you're sleeping safely
a thousand miles away

now I'm here in Leuven
you can tell me what's on your mind
like you used to in old days
tell me why you're afraid
tell me how does it feel to hurt
tell me why you're colourblind
why you're colourblind