I try to see a resolve but all I see
Is a light coming for me
At the end of the tunnel such a soothing light
I pray to god let this light be right
Carry my soul to the place where angels sing
Darkness is covered by happy things
But reality sets in and there I stand
A weak little man with a gun in his hand
Just pulled the trigger now I lay in silence
Darkness covers my wounds and I can’t describe just
How much pain I’m going through
Demons are laughing in my ear so I know it’s true
The devils coming for me at the end of the light
I breathe in deep and let him take me to the night
But hold on I know this can’t be right
I’m too young to just lay down and die
I’ve got to fight back but I can’t fucking move
One more moment and I’m right above you
This is true – all the pain I know is
There for you – to take but
You can’t see – because the demons
Want me – so who am I to deny
I woke up in a nightmare
A selfish explosion it’s not fair
People escaping from my fear
But I just can’t lay here
A lady comes along with her daughter and son
Watching as I’m bleeding from my lungs
I try to yell for help but I just choke
All the blood in the back of my throat
Wont let me speak so I lay here and die
Raising my hands to the angel in white
A four year old girl watching me as I’m dying
Telling me it’s ok while her mom stands there crying
Her brothers too young to know what’s going on
So he falls asleep with his bottle and long johns on
I just lay there looking at the ceiling
Everything goes black as the pain starts to kill me
This is true – all the pain I know is
There for you – to take but
You can’t see – because the demons
Want me – so who am I to deny
I wake up surrounded by swing sets
No one around but this place just makes sense
A little girl in yellow swinging by her self
Yells to me as a scream for help
Suddenly I wake up from my daze
To see the girl in white being taken away
By the punk who pulled the trigger that’s killing me
I try my hardest to get to my feet
I run outside pull a 360 view
Suddenly no one but him is in view
I run after him step by step
Remembering everything that’s led to this
The pattern of little children’s feet
I put the barrel to his head and say “remember meâ€
Is a light coming for me
At the end of the tunnel such a soothing light
I pray to god let this light be right
Carry my soul to the place where angels sing
Darkness is covered by happy things
But reality sets in and there I stand
A weak little man with a gun in his hand
Just pulled the trigger now I lay in silence
Darkness covers my wounds and I can’t describe just
How much pain I’m going through
Demons are laughing in my ear so I know it’s true
The devils coming for me at the end of the light
I breathe in deep and let him take me to the night
But hold on I know this can’t be right
I’m too young to just lay down and die
I’ve got to fight back but I can’t fucking move
One more moment and I’m right above you
This is true – all the pain I know is
There for you – to take but
You can’t see – because the demons
Want me – so who am I to deny
I woke up in a nightmare
A selfish explosion it’s not fair
People escaping from my fear
But I just can’t lay here
A lady comes along with her daughter and son
Watching as I’m bleeding from my lungs
I try to yell for help but I just choke
All the blood in the back of my throat
Wont let me speak so I lay here and die
Raising my hands to the angel in white
A four year old girl watching me as I’m dying
Telling me it’s ok while her mom stands there crying
Her brothers too young to know what’s going on
So he falls asleep with his bottle and long johns on
I just lay there looking at the ceiling
Everything goes black as the pain starts to kill me
This is true – all the pain I know is
There for you – to take but
You can’t see – because the demons
Want me – so who am I to deny
I wake up surrounded by swing sets
No one around but this place just makes sense
A little girl in yellow swinging by her self
Yells to me as a scream for help
Suddenly I wake up from my daze
To see the girl in white being taken away
By the punk who pulled the trigger that’s killing me
I try my hardest to get to my feet
I run outside pull a 360 view
Suddenly no one but him is in view
I run after him step by step
Remembering everything that’s led to this
The pattern of little children’s feet
I put the barrel to his head and say “remember meâ€