Marillion

Is it wrong to talk to myself even when there's nobody else?
I'm just checking out that I've not gone under the water or thrown on
the beach like a seal ready for slaugther
Can't you understand that the way things were planned
it never worked out so I just went crazy
I took to the drink like something says it's 'maybe'
I ain't got no excuse and that's really the news
I got nothing else to say except it's my way, it's always my way
I seem to be running away so often
I'll try anything once and that's the way we should be
but it's always the same getting caught up again in a habit
a habit, that I just can't shake off, the way it always turned out
(small interlude)
Can you understand it's the way I choose to be
everything seems so easy this way, but I'm going under, fast
I'm slipping away, am I so crazy?
Some more guitar picking, repeat several times

PS anyone for 'Today' by Jefferson Airplane?