Mary Chapin Carpenter

If I could do it all again
Well I wouldn't change a thing
I'd have you back the way I had you then
But one thing that I know this time I wouldn't make you go
I'd have you back I wouldn't lose you again
But I learned the hard way
I can't have it back what i had then
Yes I learned the hard way
And I know I won't have that chance again
Some nights I sit on my own
With the feeling of alone
Wondering if your ever coming home
And I know why you're gone
I'll be the first to say I'm wrong
But it's hard to spend another night alone