Rising

’m screaming through my closed mouth
Can’t you feel my suffering?
Can’t you hear how I love it?
Can’t you see, this is the way I torture me
And if I love how much I hate it
This is the way I torture me
I am the reason of my suffering, cos’ I love to suffer

Forbidden fruit taste the best
I carve your name to my chest
Then I push you off of me
Feeling so beautiful when we both bleed

Substitute all the blame
Substitute others and I left the same
But is there any other access?
When everything that is happening is my…

Automatic process
Pain flows through dead body

Synthetic agony
My sweet tragedy
Blame and dump
While I’m the numb