Portishead

I'd like to laugh at what you said
But I just can't find a smile
I wonder why I can't
I struggle with myself
Hoping I might change a little
Hoping that I might be someone I wanna be

Looking out I wanna know someone might care
Looking out I wanna reason to be there
Cos I don't know what I've done to deserve you
And I don't know what I'll do without you

Looking out I wanna know some way might clear
Looking out I wanna reason to repair
Cos I don't know what I've done to deserve you
And I don't know what I'll do without you

I can't see nothing good
But nothing is so bad
I never had the chance to explain exactly what I meant