Cast

It looks like I, messed up my life again.
What's that make? How many times has it been? Why can't I keep my head out of the clouds?
I'm like a child. I'm as wild as a rouse and loud.

I know that I'm not living right, and every step, is like a fight.
I'm not doing well, I wish I could be still.
So tired of making a fool of myself.
Sometimes I wish I was someone else, I'm not doing well, I wish I could be still.

I wish I knew why I'm not like everyone else.
Can't even reach the goals I set for myself.
Now I'm lost and I feel so confused. Lord, I need your help.
There's nothing more I can do.

I know that I'm not living right, and every step, is like a fight.
I'm not doing well, I wish I could be still.
So tired of making a fool of myself.
Sometimes I wish I was someone else, I'm not doing well, I wish I could be still.

All the things I want, the things I feel mean nothing if they're not God's will. So much unknown, is there something more?
Please, God show me what I'm here for.
I'm hurting.
I'm pleading.
I'm listening.
I'm still.

All the things I want, the things I feel mean nothing if they're not God's will. So much unknown, is there something more?
Please, God show me what I'm here for.
I'm hurting.
I'm pleading.
I'm listening.
I'm still... trying to be still.