Hole

Dear God I’ve written this letter to you
I am coming unglued
Won’t you help me?

I’m sittin’ here
Simply trying to figure out
What my life’s all about
Will you help me?

I never wanted to be
The person you see
Please tell me who I am.

I always wanted to die
But you kept me here alive
Won’t you tell me who I am?

I lie awake conducting this symphony
You have gifted to me
But I don't ever sleep.

Don’t be mad
Cause I get weak inside
And I start to fall apart
Then I feel nothing.

I never wanted to be
Some kind of comic relief
Please tell me who I am.

I been tortured and scorned
Since the day that I was born
Won’t you tell me who I am?

And I thank you man for everything
Sorry I’m so frightened about all of this
Oh I wish I could give you more.
And all the lights are shining down on me
And I feel intimidated by it all.

I never wanted to be
The person you see but thank you
Oh God please tell me now
Are you disappointed or are you proud
I’ve been under everything, everything.

I’m so sorry I’m so weak
And I turned into a freak
But I don’t know anything, anything.

But I’ve lost all self-esteem
But I gave up everything, everything
And I feel nothing, nothing.

Oh God please tell me now
Oh God please tell me now
Cause I feel nothing.
Dear God I’ve written this letter to you
I am coming unglued
Please help me.